Transferring.

Finally, the process for my campus-transferring is done. Though I changed my course. From BA Sociology, I will now take up B Library and Information Science. And I think, I will pursue it.

I am one of those other college students who still do not know what career they want in life. But now, I think I'm getting a grasp of what I want to be. As I always believed, Guidance and Counseling center will forever be helpful to me. Otl, I'm not a psycho, okay? :)) Because of taking exams about career, jobs, personalities, and habits, a clearer picture is finally showing itself.

Just wait for it, I will prove myself to those people who kept on saying blah blah words about underrated courses. Truthfully, those people should not be too proud, instead they should have been supportive to those who wants to find what they really want. How disappointing.

On the brighter side, this will give me the power to persevere. Hihihi. I am so looking forward to the positive effects that this new part in my life given to me ^____^

What Do I Like?

I hope I can scream this to the world. That, I LIKE WHAT I DO and I DO WHAT I LIKE.

But honestly, I really do not know what I like to do. Aside from the typical: surfing the net, reading books, listening to music, fan-girling over Super Junior, or sleeping. Or, I just do not know where I'm good at. That's it, I want to do something that I like and that I am good at. But I cannot find what it is ;___;

This summer vacation, I spent time doing a lot of things. Trying to learn how to speak, read, write a different language, writing fanfictions, making song covers, playing the piano, and stalking adorkable kids. I've also tried designing clothes and houses.

But. I want to try something else *O* Cooking lessons, playing a different sport, composing songs, web designing, photography lessons, etc.

Aish. I better make the most out of my summer, because June is getting on the way. I just hope someday, I'll find where I'm good at.

Pressure-verance.

I don't know what's happening to my world, anymore LOL. I am such a drama queen. I think I have a future as an actress xDD OTL See? And I am moody too~

But seriously, I don't know. If it's possible for a brain to explode, mine could've weeks ago. It is simply because I kept thinking about my future -____- Is this what every girl who turns eighteen experience? ////wrist

There's this university who keeps pushing all the pressure in me /kicked I've studied in this university for more than 10years, but I am still not used to the OUTBURSTING PRESSURE. 10years because since Nursery, I've been studying there xD I don't know if I have the right to study in that school anymore ;A; All those years, I've gotten through the stress and hardships, and now, I am waiting for something again.. If the campus will accept my application to transfer. It's just like waiting for the university exam results. '__'

And then there's my course. I don't know if I will be able to keep up with my course with my environment. Does anybody know how it feels like when somebody asks what your course is, you answer back, and they'll ask WHAT IS THAT? Or even worse, they will ask, WHAT JOB WILL YOU GET FOR STUDYING THAT? I just finished my first year in college and then everyone asks about jobs *__* Can I just disappear like a bubble?

Deep in my heart, I know that I want to pursue my course, but also deep down, I don't know what'll I get after. Right now, I just want to know the college's decision, before I go back to thinking about my future.