Pressure-verance.

I don't know what's happening to my world, anymore LOL. I am such a drama queen. I think I have a future as an actress xDD OTL See? And I am moody too~

But seriously, I don't know. If it's possible for a brain to explode, mine could've weeks ago. It is simply because I kept thinking about my future -____- Is this what every girl who turns eighteen experience? ////wrist

There's this university who keeps pushing all the pressure in me /kicked I've studied in this university for more than 10years, but I am still not used to the OUTBURSTING PRESSURE. 10years because since Nursery, I've been studying there xD I don't know if I have the right to study in that school anymore ;A; All those years, I've gotten through the stress and hardships, and now, I am waiting for something again.. If the campus will accept my application to transfer. It's just like waiting for the university exam results. '__'

And then there's my course. I don't know if I will be able to keep up with my course with my environment. Does anybody know how it feels like when somebody asks what your course is, you answer back, and they'll ask WHAT IS THAT? Or even worse, they will ask, WHAT JOB WILL YOU GET FOR STUDYING THAT? I just finished my first year in college and then everyone asks about jobs *__* Can I just disappear like a bubble?

Deep in my heart, I know that I want to pursue my course, but also deep down, I don't know what'll I get after. Right now, I just want to know the college's decision, before I go back to thinking about my future.